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Sepang 2008.........

2008-10-19T20:14:00.000-07:00

3 points to describe this trip. Busy, fun and TIRED!!!!!

Rossi won! That all that matters!

Tired!

2008-10-15T09:59:00.000-07:00

Alright i know i said that i will close down this blog but then i was kinda too busy to get my new internet, so mean time let me blog about my super tiring trip to sepang over the weekend for preparation for the race next week.

I flew to KL on sunday morning, we were all settle down at crown plaza before the bus bring us all down to the track.

It was more spectacular than i ever thought, and i am looking forward to see the real next thing week on round 2!

Anyway i was offered another job at the track and i am more than happy o take it as it rise my pay from 30 to 70 per hour, so why not?

I would be away from those paddock costume, but then i will have much work to do behind the sence. My job is to be the manager assistant and help out here and there.

One thing that i envy most are the ducati girls! They have got so many fucking sponsor, and worst of all i am totally in love with the belt that they are wearing.

Anyway back to my job, i will be helping with the costume and coding them plus the make up for the girls as well. I got pretty good with that after some time of practicing, even though i don't really put make up, just feel kinda weird plus hubby prefer me without it.

It will be a busy day, i will only flew in on the race day, then flew back at night as i got school on monday which i don't plan on missing. It was kinda sad that i couldn't go for the after party!

After this job and my bank account will magically pop up i think don't know how many k, many 1 plus 2 i guess, cause i have not really sort out the hours yet.

Hopefully everything goes well! Oh ya i forgotten some one birthday on October 6, happy belated birthday who ever you may be. Cheers!

The very last post....

2008-09-24T21:22:00.000-07:00

It had been a very long time since i post in this blog, I am just too preoccupied with the black blog.

Anyway this blog will be closing very soon, as this blog is register with my singnet email account and after October 3 i will be changing my internet provider to starhub so this blog will have to go, and at the same time my online catalogue for The Lingerie will also have to go.

It took me super long to set that up the other time, but then i need to add in those new stock as well so maybe it fate that the old catalogue got to go.

Nevertheless i am more than happy to change a internet provider as it will come with my SCV channel! I've waited super long for this!

Well maybe i am a bit lack as most people will have those channels at home while i am still stuck with channel 8, 5 and U.

After i change to starthub i will have my favourite channel like discovery, disney and many many more!

So this will be last post for this blog.

I would say that this blog already serve it purpose when i created it till now, and i don't think this blog is needed anymore, so for those readers of my blog which i don't think will be a lot, please visit m black blog for updates! Cheers!

How well you know me??

2008-09-04T09:32:00.000-07:00

Just one fine day hubby was home and i was at mine, i got bored and hungry so hubby offer to pay for my mac, at first i rejected the idea but then a while later i thought of a really fun way to see how well hubby know me by testing him about what i would order for my mac meal.

The reward for him is a secret between us, so sorry guys, only for us to know and maybe for you guys to find out which i think only one person will get to know if she ever asked me what was that reward, and she will 100 percent say GROSS after hearing it. So do not ask me.

Anyway i just send a sms over saying " daddy i want to eat mac, order for me . I am not telling you what i want to eat and drink, if you know me well you will know what to order to me and if you got it all right, i will XXXXXX for you".

Hubby called me immediately and asked me about the deal and leak out some clue what he was going to order for me, but then i stopped him as i wasn't suppose to know till the delivery reach.

So i waited around 30 minutes before my branch reach me. I inspected them one by one and i was like oh my god! How could that even be possible for him to get everything right?

Firstly it will be the drink, i thought he would order coke while i wanted milo, but then he did not! He ordered milo for me!

Secondly it would be my mac spicy burger, well that one i am very sure he will get it right but then the detail part was a bit unexpected as he remembered that i wanted cheese in my mcspicy!

Thirdly he remember what kind of sauce i would like and got me the exact thing i wanted to eat when i asked him to order for me.

Lastly i would say it's a bonus, out of no where i saw a apple pie in my mac delivery!

When hubby asked me about his score, i asked him why there was a apple pie in there before giving him the score and his answer was he afraid that i might get hungry later in the night so he ordered a extra dessert for me.

For that i gave him 101% for the test!

I must admit that i was super shocked that he got all the detail right and that is also the first time i find him understanding something about me! Well love him so much!

Another chapter.......

2008-08-28T06:00:00.000-07:00

Well lots of thing happen within this two weeks, but then i do have some best buy and hilarious stuff despite a lot of unhappy thing happen.

That day i went to Fullerton hotel with hubby, as it was raining like super heavy, we drive there instead of riding.

After that we still went to get some stuff from ah boy. The weather was a total oh my god! Even though it was raining, but then i still feel very hot.

Anyway after we get our stuff, we drive the car to the lorry car park as i wanted to go enroll my class 3 at BBDC.

When we were walking out, Instructor Lim was just standing at teh fence and we just chatted with him over the fence and as usual he is still talking to us using the loud header.

Anyway i was still raining and hubby was lazy to drive out as his thumb hurt, so we decided to take the so call public transport which we have not been taking for super long time!

I did not mange to enrol my class 3 as i don't have my identity card with me, but then think i will be going back to enrol once i am free again.

We were super lazy to walk to the train station, so we just hatch the BBDC ride (wahaha).

Our bike is getting more and more chio man! Today we went to wrap the seat cover! Although it's super slippery as if rossi pee on the seat, but then who cares! It just damn chio!

What the hell....

2008-08-16T08:02:00.001-07:00

Sometimes i really wonder why some people just don't understand the meaning of "not interested". It not the first time guys approach on the street or on the net, some time their attitude just pissed me off.

Lets talk about the little web call wholivesnearyou first. I have a profile there mainly to post my lingerie advertisement, and i stated in my profile that i am not interested to meet anyone but then there are still people who are so shamless and keep wanting to try their luck.

Some guys are quite okay when they got rejected but then some guys make awful comment like, "why are you so dao? are you like that in real life?", "this web is mean to make friend, if you are not what are you doing here wasting people time?". "I know you are not interested but i purposely want to know you".

When i read these reply, i really wonder what the hell is wrong with these loser? Firstly they can't read english, secondly they can't accept rejection, and then they make awful comment to insult people? Are they so freaking desperate?

Something more scary happen yesterday when i was helping out at mum's store. During lunch time everyone was super busy, so when we finally can stop for a while after finishing all the orders, i went out to the back and sit on daddy's bike to chill as it more windy there, then suddenly there was this guy pop out of no where passing me a little note stating " I hope to know you as a friend, we msn or sms k, "his number", freddi".

I felt so totally gross, and that scare me as for sure i won't call him! What if he come to mum's store again to look for me?(faint!) This people are like totally have no self limit, well at least i know i won't want to go mum's store to help anytime soon!

Mount vernon

2008-08-13T10:18:00.000-07:00

This morning hubby and his mum came to fetch me early in the morning to join them at mount Vernon. This was the first time i join them to pay respect to hubby's grandfather. Unlike grams, he was at mount Vernon, a place where i only see on tv!

We went over to fetch his grandmother then head on to mount Vernon. When we reached, POPO(I follow him to address) get down to pay respect to some one else then we move on to his grandfather.

Auntie Amy and auntie Jessie already reach, and behind us there was uncle ah fei's family. They just offer flower to the grandfather then they go far away to wait for popo to finish her thing. Hubby brought me to see his grandfather, it was the first time after so long!

Well after we pay our respect, we went on to the Singapore Chinese club to meet auntie ah ho for lunch. That place was posh and the food was superb, except for the Cesar salad dressing which was a bit too sour.

Both hubby and i was tired, as soon as we reach home, he just drop dead on the bed while i watch the tv till around 4, i joined him on the bed.

After we wake up, we chill a while before going for dinner. He told me more about his family, although i know almost all of his maternal side relative, but i didn't really get the relationship between them well.

Till today then i find out Corrine is actually aunt Evelyn daughter and the person popo went to pay respect to was Corrine's father, so this ang moh guy is actually aunt eve second husband, well i must say everyone in his maternal family are quite rich.

Auntie Amy earn more than 10 k a month, aunt eve own a 1 million dollar property as her investment, hubby's parent has her own trading company, these people are a total oh my god!

Anyway hui xian(hubby's cousin) is going to Chicago to study, i was quite envy to have a life of hers, but then i am sure my time will come.

Recently hubby kept talking about oversea job opportunity, and auntie Amy asked him to try out Dubai and she is going to help him get a job there, as usual hubby didn't plan to left me all alone here, he said i must follow him then everyday wait for him to come home to have dinner! Fat hope him, maybe go there enjoy myself yes, but not to be his maid!

When we drove back, his mum suggest that he should go apply for a HDB flat as it take 5 to 6 years to get one and by the time he get married, he would have a flat, which was super funny nevertheless we are still looking into it, see how it goes after i graduate or did he go oversea to work first.

Came home just now and receive Evelyn order! I was super thrill as i am almost reaching my target! Being able to earn money is good! Especially when all i need to do is sit behind the computer screen, even though it take some time but then at least it's better than going out there to serve people like those job i used to work.

As for now, i am going to bed! Later got to wake up at 5 plus so that i could hatch a ride to mum's work place! Till then!

Posh party?? Boring...

2008-08-11T07:04:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday i follow hubby bring me to one of his another side of family posh party, i was expecting to see all his cousin like Serena and Lydia there but then non was there.

This time we went to hubby's mum's cousin place, which was a super big house with a golden retriever plus a pool table.

Every one was nicely dress and after i look at all the guest, the host certainly invite those only with more reputation i guess.

They invited hubby's family which own their trading company, aunt Evelyn which own the 1 million property at the icon plus all others she has some where else. Then this rich family with a super bimbo daughter, big boobs arrogant and stuff.

We were kinda bored as it was national and i planned to go watch firework with will be more entertaining, the food there was nice and red wine there are like free, the host open bottle after bottles till i also lost count how many he actually opened.

Around 9 plus the both of us was super exhausted, everyone slept in the car when on the way back. The whole time everyone felt bored, even hubby's dad. The four of us which include his dad, his sister, me and him where just playing pool all the time, even though hubby was the pool competition champion but i still manage to win him one game! I feel so freaking proud of myself, finally after so long i get to win that ass!(wahaha)

The mummy 3.........

2008-08-06T19:58:00.000-07:00

Well i totally love this show, and the only reason is that i adore mummies!

This show i can easily rate it 10/10 but then i will give it 9.8/10 as there are still certain thing i don't like about this show.

Firstly it shall be the new evelyn O'Connell, i kinda find her very fake and not really suitable for this role, seriously i still prefer Rachael welsz in that role.

Second thing i don't like about the show is that everything is about china and i hate china. Other than this two, i still love the show!

I was super in love with Jonathan night club which was named imotep, the previous mummy!

Overall the show as nice and exciting, and i wonder will there be another mummies movie in a few years time as Jonathan was heading to Peru at the end of the show, and Peru does have mummies as well!

Busy sunday

2008-08-05T10:11:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday i woke up a bit late, so when i reach demi's place it around 11 am already, this time i monitor her do every single question as i realise that she is slacking down a lot recently, but then she's back to doing home work so i am not so worry.

During class aunt avilyn called me and ask me to go ju shi lin with her, i agree to it as it has been a super long time i went to pay respect to grams and i still miss her a lot.

That place was crowded with people as it a Sunday, we went to pay respect then pray at the main hall before heading to MS for bak kut teh, well it's not as nice as the JB one but then we were super hungry so who cares!

I went to fetch tub while aunt go back to RC, chill for a while at home before going to dinner.

Super tired that night, i fell asleep leaving my TV on! Mum was so nagging me about that, so next time i am going to set my timing on my tv, every one hour it will off by itself, so in case i fell asleep, i won't waste electricity!

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2008-07-31T00:36:00.000-07:00

I am super aware that this blog is getting more and more lifeless, but then there isn't much thing happen for the pass few days and so i got nothing to blog about here unlike the other one.

Anyway i can't wait to watch the mummy, but then seem that i am so freaking busy going around doing other people things, but then at least it make me happy to be able to help others.

I have a lot of place i wanna go during holiday, there are at least one and a half week of empty space before i head to hong kong.

I've had it all plan out, during the holiday i am going to pamper myself with facial, going to karaoke, then i want to go sentosa just for the sake of going as well.

At the same time i also will help out mummy at her store and hopefully everything turn out well, plus i have yet to go sia huat to help her check out the plate and stuff.

Too busy too little time, i still have the application of the child sponsorship thing which i have yet to post as well.

Tomorrow will be the last day of the week, where i can finally have a nice rest over the weekend even though i still got to help out mummy and go for tuition, but then at least i have something meaningful to spent my time on.

Life is getting bored, sometime when i am bored i can just sit home to watch tv and stuff, not like last time i can still got for a sp or a rc at bbdc just to spend my time away.

Seriously i miss having bike lesson a lot or should i say i miss riding bike a lot, but then i think i will be getting one soon either that or i will wait till i get my 2a licence then i can buy daddy's favorite super 4 revo!

To VAL

2008-07-29T08:40:00.000-07:00

This post is specially dedicated to my dearest val!

Well how do i even begin with val.....

She's very sarcastic but then it make me laugh....(love her)

She's very childish... ( but den once in a while is okie)

She's very bitchy... ( i totally love that..without that i might like her less)

She's very open...( just like my sister..can talk anything under the sun with her..)

She's a total nut! (well....so are me and my sisters....)

She's straight forward..( i like it....at least i dun have to go one big round to understand)

She's evil and mean...( well me too...and that's why we clique..some how....)

Lastly she has the most beautiful virtue that Janice has it as well........I don't have to say it...it's all in the heart.... :)

Rainy Wednesday.............

2008-07-23T18:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday weather was super cooling in the morning that cause me unable to wake up in the morning, so i decided to sleep in.

Around 9 plus val sms me asking me whether i am in school, very obvious she's not. Super coincident that both of us couldn't wake up for school due to the super good weather.

We decided to meet out around noon for a little shopping trip at town. Starting off with our sushi buffet lunch at cineleisure then we walk down to takashimaya to start of with our shopping!

I wanted to look at the wallet but then nothing manage to capture my heart. I was kinda disgusted when i saw guess bag looking exactly the same as the playboy design!

Next we went on to zara to see whether are there anything nice there, zara basic is one of my favourite, i try on a super nice dress and the basic top, i am so in love with that long dress, it silky and then i don't even have to wear a bra for that, i wanted to buy that so much but then on second thought there isn't much chance for me to wear that, even if i go on D&D or any other invited i could only wear it once or twice that's all as i do not like to repeat my gowns and cocktail dresses!

As for the basic tops, it make me look busty on the top but bottom it make me look like so pregnant women so int eh end i bought nothing there.

Anyway we went to fox to see whether anything capture my heart, the clothes there are like floor mat material so i just go straight to the demin section and i manage to buy a really nice jeans!

Our trip ended about 4 plus when val went to meet justin and i went to fetch tub from work, then we went to bukit batok nature park to eat his beef goulash then head home to chill!

早知道

2008-07-18T05:34:00.000-07:00

Today problem statement was how i wish i know. There are many things in life that we went through and might regret and then we will be thinking, if we can go back in time to change something, what would we change?

No doubt to say that i am one of those who have regrets in life a well and if i could go back in time there is only one thing i wish to do and that is to see grams the last time.

She is the only regret in my life or i should say it as the one that gave me the most impact.

The ICON picturess.....super late update...

2008-07-15T19:59:00.000-07:00

Individual jaccuzi pool...

leisure swimming pool...
3m super deep pool..
wave pool...
lounge...
laundry room....

No pretty babes in my Friendster??? So agree!!!!

2008-07-11T07:33:00.000-07:00

There was time when I get bored in class, so me and my team mates will start to surf net and explore Friendster and look at people’s profile.

Then we started on the topic of pretty babes in our friends list, but then when I look at mine, it seem that I do not have much girls in my list ( let alone pretty girls). 80% of my friend list are just guy and some whom I don’t even know and they just added me out of not where, nevertheless I don’t give a damn about it.

I went on to search my friend’s friend list hoping to see some pretty lady, but then even at myra’s one I can’t find much as she has simply too many friends that I don’t bother looking.

Well there are a few so call the pretty lady that we brought to the table to discuss.

First on the list is Lurvies, the highlander girl who I used to work with and birthday on valentine’s day. Her comment was that she is pretty but then a bit too skinny and almost like skeleton and need to gain some weight, alright no ugly word mention so I do have pretty girls in my Friendster.

Second on the desk was Lydia, another highlander girl who I used to work with, well they say she’s pretty too just that a bit short, but other than that she’s perfect! (woohoo another pretty girl!)

Third on the table is Amanda! Well another highlander girl who birthday is one day after mine! (we sure have a lot of pretty babes at highlander! CJ thought she was like 30 plus when he saw her prom pictures of trinity collage but then it was due to her thick make up and the formal dress. Nevertheless he still say she is not bad looking after seeing her casual wear photographs.

Fourth on the list was that BBDC Slut, well I have no one else on my profile so I steal from my friends, The first impression to CJ was she is kinda a bugis street girls (his definition of chao ah lian) and not that hot or appealing, well CJ sure have high expectation of pretty girls, moving on there was sibelle who said that if she give her a slap on her face she will need a tub below to catch those powder falling down from her face, make up too thick! (lol, that’s mean! But funny!)

Okay next on the list is actually my cousin’s girlfriend, jean I think is her name, well CJ find her quite okay but then I still think Stephanie is more pretty(ex gf that look like Rong zu er).
Next shall be wei ming’s brother’s gf, well some of her picture are really pretty but then all are make up, as she look like a freaking ghost without them in some pictures. ( which is why I don’t put make up like everyday as it take away the natural colour of our skin and make us looking like a zombie without it)

Lastly there is this model looking babe I steal from my sister’s profile, well to CJ she is another Bugis street girl, but then she seem more like a porn star to me.(LOL)

Alright here’s the extra, those guys that I think are good looking in my Friendster list shall be..
Oliver, my cousin gavin (a.k.a kletinate or something), justin, soe, minny and lastly elvin.

Sepang !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-09T20:50:00.001-07:00

I am going on a all paid trip to sepang (3 days pass, air ticket, accomodation, food) this sept thanks to elite!

Seriously i am going to get paid for it as well! High pay of 30 bucks per hour by just standing around on the race track!

Best of all? I get to see Valentino rossi!!!!!!!!!!! Woohooooo!!!!!!!!!

This also mean that it's time to shed some weight from now till october, i want to look my best.

The audition for it went on well and elite gave me their words that i will be one of them going to sepang!

Seem like milllions years ago ever since i dig out all my old port folio for audition and thank god i went for this one!

Nevertheless i am so going to call up elite studio so that i can take a new set of photograph after my hong kong trip! Hopefully elite will sponser me that as well! I am praying hard!

Po!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-07T02:20:00.000-07:00

Finally after so long i got my po, and it's happily sleeping with koda now so it's koda love po, po loves koda!

Thinking which one should i bring to hong kong man, koda is definitely going but as for po i am giving a second thought, he is so freaking noisy!

well....

2008-06-04T11:13:00.000-07:00

Shirl is MEAN.. Shirl is BITCH..but then.....at least Shirl don't act INNOCENT..........

This is SHIRL

2008-06-04T08:19:00.000-07:00

Shirl hate to be boss around
Shirl do not need to do something just to please other people
Shirl is damn bitch
Shirl never give in when she is not in fault
Shirl has her limit of toleration
Shirl is broke, so what?!
Shirl do not have the luxury to spend like open tap at the moment
Shirl don't entertain attitude people
Shirl don't fancy being a follower
Shirl anti plastic a.k.a fugly slut
Shirl think that liking him now is wasting her time
Shirl do not have to answer to anyone except herself
Shirl go where she want with who she want whenever she want
Shirl don't have to answer to anyone
Shirl only respect those who respect her as well
Shirl will give you back ten times more if you try bitching her
Shirl don't take orders, she gave orders
Shirl is in love with janice and panda and koda's daddy
Shirl is very evil and mean
Shirl need to find ways to earn more money

Suddenly it remind SHIRL of Reginal george....

K for 3..

2008-06-04T08:04:00.000-07:00

Who say going k with just 3 person cannot be fun? That person is so damn wrong. Steph, janice and me when to sing K at chinatown and just the 3 of us, we were having hell loads of fun!

Firstly it was damn cheap, we sang from 2 to 7 pm it only cost us 10 buck! With free flow of drinks and a free bowl of sharkfin! What more can we ask for.

The place is some how like K box, except for being a lot cheaper and less well know. I can't even remember how many song we sang during that few hours and no one was shy at all!

That the fun part when you go k as if you are shy then no one will be singing and we will all be wasting our money there.

Things turn out to be better than i though even though janice and steph just got to know each other. I really missed her a lot after not seeing her for about 2 month plus. Every one is busy and no time to meet up as well.

Thanks god she asked me out last tuesday and i will never ever give up that day slot for anyone else! I promise her first, so what if there is 3 of us going only. We can prove other people wrong that going k with just 3 person can be fun too!

Plus we can save money as it was damn cheap and worth it! If i have to choose again, i will still prefer going to K spending only 10 bucks than anything else as i am not that rich and do not have any extra allowance from my parent.

Blue black all over.....

2008-06-04T07:31:00.000-07:00

When to ice skate yesterday with whole bunch of W15D people, was damn fun as it has been a really long time since i went to skate.

Everything was going fine, and i am one of those that never fell down for the whole time till we started playing catching during our last half an hour of skating.

It was damn fun and exciting but then i can't even remember how many freaking time i fell during the game. There was only 4 of us playing so the rest of the group was like sitting outside the ring watching comedy!

Even though i got all wet and aches all over me, i still enjoy the time all of us spend together, at the same time i miss my own class as well.

There was something i was quite pissed about though. There must be 12 of us going due to the unlimited hour rule, then valery was counted in as last friday she say that she is confirm going, but then on both sunday and monday, i try to get her.

I remember messaging and msn her but no reply from her, so on monday i tried calling her but then her phone were off like she totally missing in action.

When i was at the custom, i was told to confirm but then that time is still could not reach her, then in the end all the blame were push to me.

What the fuck did i do, she is the one that say she confirm on friday, then when missing in action after that, why must i be responsible for that? Bullshit!

NARNIA!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-31T09:45:00.000-07:00

When out with janice the duchess today. I wake up early in the morning to go for tuition at ryan's. The whole 2 hours i just ask him to write scientific term and time just slowly crawl passed.

After i reached home, i had my macdonald breakfast and head down to bugis with my dad, as i got to bring him down for interview.

It was the first time i saw sexy in uniform and i got to admit that he look damn hot!I don't know why but then i am very attracted to guys wearing uniform and that some one is a very good example.

I waited about 15 minutes before the whole thing end then i took a train to eunos to meet the duchess as she just wake up.

The train was just too comfortable that i decided to sleep all the way to pasir ris and then take the train back to eunos again just to waste some of the time.

After i reached eunos i got myself a cup of strawberry yogurt while waiting for the duchess.

As i checked the movie timing earlier on so i roughly know which cinema we can make it in time.
After she reached we took the train to city hall and walk down to marina square to watch Narnia and the show was damn nice!

Really fall in love with that story, anyway after the movie janice accompany me home to get my helmet and then we head back down to bugis again for our shopping trip.

This time i bought two tops and both are $10! How cheap can that be? That a very good bargain with clothes in that design!

Anyway after that we went to starbuck to chill again till daddy finish work. I am so in love with the duchess, she is just so sweet!

Sent her off to train station around 10 and waited for about 10 minutes for daddy, then after that

we took the bike and ride to the old keppel railway station to meet his retard friends.

I am so freaking tired, it like my eyes are closing any moment!

Tomorrow still got to wake up early for tuition again! As for now, GOOD NIGHT!

Lucky people...

2008-05-28T07:26:00.000-07:00

Today the five( Me, Jan, May, Ming , Zay) of us when all the way to changi airport to have the so call American fast food name POPEYE!

The four of them waited for me to finish tuition before heading to changi airport for our fast food dinner!

It the first time that i actually step into terminal 3 since it opened. The previous times when i go oversea with hubby, our departure and arrival hall are always terminal 1.

Seriously saying, T3 look like vivo city! The basement is super spacious and loads of things to eat!

The fast food branch we went sell chicken like KFC, to compare the chicken, there isn't much different between the two, just that the mash potato at popeye will be nicer than the one at KFC.

We went to candy empire to buy sweets after dinner and took a train back to the city, i got to wait for some one so i am kinda stuck at bugis!

I saw uncle wong just now at the train, but then he did not see me. After i get down the train, he sat beside zayden, that was the time when i on my phone and message maybeline, at the same time also reply some of the message being send to me earlier.

Soon after ZF called to ask where i am and was talking like a 16 years old boy, seriously he is quite lucky to call when i on my phone to check my sms, janice called also while i am talking to ZF and said that she took a train back to bugis to accompany me(silly girl), i was so touched but then i still prefer her to go home early to rest as tomorrow got UT. If ZF did not call, i would have off my phone long ago and janice won't be able to find me. Thank god he called!

Treat her a cup of ice chocolate from starbucks to make myself feel better(lol), she is just too sweet! That why i love her so much!

Yuck ****

2008-05-27T12:02:00.000-07:00

As usual i dread Tuesday as it's science module, not only i hate the facilitator, i don't understand what is the module trying to say most of the time. Nevertheless is till try to make the best out of it and i am sure my group had achieved that today!
We were so excited when we finally figure out the so call formula which is like super complicated.
During lunch i went to the dumpster food court to find my godma, the food she cooked was super nice! The chicken wing remain crispy, the veggies was nice and best of all is still the meat! It was tender and tasty!

At first i thought she charged me 2 bucks(which is damn cheap), but then when i go back to class and open my wallet, i realise that she gave me back 10 bucks in small change! So i got a free meal today!

Today presentation wasn't that bad, but then when it reach 6th presentation, i totally going to knock out.

I meet may and jan they all to go library and myra was there as well while she wait for her cheer leading thing to start.

At first i was quite busy doing my RJ and stuff and did not really accompany her, but thank god her friend FAD was there!

Me and val had our dinner at the library cafe, which the food isn't that nice after all. After dinner we decided to play wajong and there are forfeit for the game, which make it super scary!
Val and Jan forfeit was to go over to the table beside us and tell the Indian guy that his moustache was sexy, the whole thing was damn funny!

Mine is still the worst, never in my whole entire life I've kissed a girl and mine was to kissed val! Totally oh my god!

Thank god maybeline and wm never get any forfeit, if not we sure pay back! Cause they are the only team that did not get any forfeit at all, everyone else did!

We left school about 7 plus and walked to causeway point for dinner, me and val had ours so we just bought strudel to eat.

I reached home around 0930 and just drop dead on the bed, till ZF called if not i would not have woke up!

He hung up a few time thanks to that ****, so freaking irritating! Why can't she just say everything in one call! if she wants to talk to him then don't hang up! Don't keep call and hang call and hang, even if ZF not tired calling her then call me back calling her and call me back, i also will get super irritated!

Can't stand that ****!

Anyway i will most probably be going hong kong during August, the shopping that i can get make me forget about being irritated! Can't wait for my trip! Time for holiday!

MY UPCOMING DATE..

2008-05-23T11:10:00.000-07:00

Was super pissed off by tub just now, he was like telling me that his off day changed to Thursday and how freaking happy he is, but then i am not!

Just because of that i got to skip one day of school just to go on a stupid date with him!

Anyway the plan is that we go on a buffet dinner then follow by all the other stuff, i am so going to make him pay for all my shopping spree as i got to gave up one grade just to have a full day date with that fellow.

He is going to get me a new ear phone(as mine spoil!) then my super huge minnie mouse which i saw just now at cine(cost 139) and of course many other stuff. There are just endless list!

If he is planning to spend so much money on that stupid bike, might as well spend it on me!(durh..)

Can't wait for Thursday to come, i am missing my oyster and sashimi like a lot a lot!

p.s: Anyway was kinda very disappointed with HIM.

PICTURESSSSSSS

2008-05-23T09:54:00.000-07:00

me & xiao mei mei
irritating w.m & me
da jie jie..irritating w.m..me..xiao mei mei
The four of us again..

EVERYONE LOOK SO SUNSHINE IN TIS PIC

Don't know what to say..................

2008-05-21T20:01:00.000-07:00

Within the short period of one month, so many things happened. People coming in and out of my life just like finger snapping.

Til now i still cannot figure out who is true and who is fake. That question keep me awake for nights, thinking who i should trust and who i should not.

Still feeling very lost and do not know what i want in my life for the next few month. Things just happen and there is nothing i can do to stop it from happening.

As for now i can't wait to complete my 2B course, there is still one more month to go, nobody will know what will happen in the next month, will miracle happen for any of us? Or will it remain the same all the way?

Hopefully everything just go on peacefully, i do not want to take anything more than i can.

2008-05-20T10:34:00.000-07:00

Skipped school half way today as i am really feeling very down, i make tub give up his RC session just to accompany me. Very sweet of him to do that still when he is going to take his TP tomorrow morning.

Anyway as i walk towards the door with tub, Zf walk toward the same direction as well. So we kinda like end up staring at each other.

At night he called me and was bitching but then i am quite used to him talking crap. Shall see what happen tomorrow. I will say that he will even just now he say he won't. YA RIGHT (lol)

Saturday morning..

2008-05-16T21:05:00.000-07:00

As usual Saturday morning is always a torture, tuition early in the morning wasn't that bad, is just that the tuition kid is that stupid boy.

well is very obvious that i am talking about ryan, out of my few student, he was the only one that did not get extra lesson from me during exam perios.

Anyway i was quite shocked to see some improvement from ryan as well. For English he go 1 mark, which mean that he have a improvement of one mark! How great is that?

The biggest surprise is still his science paper, the previous time i got a big fat zero and this time he actually got 22 marks! Thanks to me!

I was thinking that i should make a trip to his school to meet up with his teachers. Till now i think that the best way to coach him as well.

Shall see how it goes. Anyway I'll be going for my 7.01 again later in the afternoon, felt quite confident and not so scared about it anymore.

As for now i am going to take a long nap! TATA..

New group again..............

2008-05-13T08:52:00.000-07:00

Today's module problem statement was like super duper boring! It kinda hard for us to branch out the whole idea and come out with new things, and in the end almost everyone presentation is the same.

The whole third meeting i only feel like sleeping, hearing the same thing over and over again. Other than the different example each brought up, the rest of the content is still about 90 percent similar to every other group.

Everyone was very restless and reluctant until IAN's group present their idea. i would say that their different make the whole class alive, everyone is going against their idea to prove them wrong in saying the things they conclude. That was the only time where the class have some life and we were all actually having fun while our faci just sit one side with a super dark face.

My group today consist of priyanka, daniel, husaini and the super cute raden. The whole day we were just laughing and laughing away.

During lunch i went to E6 to find my dear sister, her eye was like one side swollen and i totally know nothing about her break down yesterday, feel so guilty as she actually prompt me in msn yesterday, but then i was busy chatting on the phone that when i actually go back to her window she already offline.

That is also one of the reason why i make the effort to walk all the way to E6. Just love hanging out with her!

When to sim lim after school with maybeline, janice, zayden and wei ming. Never really get to hunt for a new lap top bag as i am rushing to other places.

Fall alseep on the bus home and when i wake up, i am already at old woodland road! Guess i am just super tired that i actually over slept on the bus.

Walk back to the bus stop opposite to wait for the bus home again. Was super scary as that place was very secluded and super dark.

I took a bus from bugis at around 9 pm but then i end up reaching home and 11 pm.

My Module..My Class..My Group

2008-05-12T09:54:00.000-07:00

When I wake up today, i feel so reluctant as i was having Monday blue. I am tired as well as troubled by all the things that has been happening for the pass few weeks.

Anyway back in school. things seem to change a bit. Even though i hate the science faci but then we change group this week, so things going on in the group is better than the previous one as everyone get their chance to prove that can can shine.

Today my group consist of the totally hotness qayyum! That little bird Daniel, The Indonesian rocker Jeffri and the pretty sister Sibelle! Cool combination!

Moving on in class we were making hell lots of noise! Been laughing the whole entire day! if i could be just so care free all the time, then I'll be the happiest women in the whole wide world.

I feel that i am back on track in my science module, at least with my new group i don't hate it so much anymore.

Class finished quite early today, so i can actually take my own sweet time to get to QunWen's place.

Well there are a lot more going on in class which i do not know and do not wish to know or involve, suddenly i feel so blessed to walk into the wrong class during the first day of school again as i always have maybeline and janice to be by myside. Of course not to forget all those BFF i have in kranji which i have not met them yet! Still got zie and isa as well. They are very nice!

Best of all i have my dear sister! Myra the bitch!(haha) Only i can call her that, that my privilege! If anyone else dare to call her that you see what i do to you people!(tskk)

s4 RC..

2008-05-11T19:28:00.000-07:00

As usual the road to BBDC is just so heavy and there are still a lot of things better remain unsaid.

When there for my RC yesterday, even though most of my course are quite alright, but then still have figured 8 course which i have not really master it yet.

At the same time going to BBDC is also the only way that i can actually spend all my time doing things and forget about certain things.

When i step into the bike room, the first thing i do was still to check who is my instructor, then end up is a Malay guy and that instructor cai.

Anyway there isn't much instructor there,i saw instructor tan and chua plus that very cute instructor lim giving me that very funny look. As he look at the lesson board and saw that caizf tag on the RC slot then he look back at me with that very funny look. Which i don't know what is it for also.

Feeling very down, i just sit there and wait for the instructor to call, as usual we were quite last to be called. Then were asked to sit in front of the board for briefing.

The one talking was the malay guy so cai just sit beside me then he say "i think you listen until sian already". Even though not all instructor will brief but then just listen to LZZ brief the same thing i also listen for 3 times already!

Anyway half way the malay guy was asked to teach car then in the end is another indian guy partner with cai.(yuck) Then he just ask cai to carry on the briefing, pardon me but then i just can't stop laughing when cai is doing his briefing. No reason behind that, just laugh!

After all the briefing we just go out and get the bike and then when i was choosing, instructor lim came over and asked why am i so moody and looking so pale, who the hell bully me? Then i just smile and say where got, then he say must be a guy with nick name xiao lin come disturb me right, then i was doink for quite a while thinking who the hell is that? Then the next second he say "it me lo..hee hee" Very cute and nice of him to come and actually make me smile.

The Indian instructor was like so freaking irritating, we got to go sector by sector no have otot like the previous time, really spoil my RC session and super wasted cause i want to only practice my figure 8 and then not all the instructor will let me stay there all the way.

This instructor might be teaching me for the first time but then i kinda hate him, cause he always come up to me and talk to me like me and him very close like that, hate it, plus that time he still come and disturb when i am in a super bad mood.Dumb!

Anyway i go on practice my figure 8 course and every single time cai still say "very cha..must practice more".

My timing is still 11 plus second! Like no matter how many time i practice still the same.(sian!)

Then cai just ask me to get down to pillion me like how i asked him during our msn chat. The day before he still bluff me! Irritating.

The ride was super scary as usual, just don't get it why all the instructor can ride like that, he is certainly not the first guy that pillion me in s course, i can name them one by one, there was instructor tan, instructor lim and the others, which is like countless!

Overall, the figure 8 is still scary. Moving on to all my other course, every time i go back to figure 8 i will stop at the side then we will chit chat till we realise that there are actually a lot of people staring at us then i move on, either that or that Indian came to disturb.(really a lot people staring..mind their own business ppl..)

Anyway after sector one we move on to sector two, cai is station at the E brake, and then again i just stop at the side to chit chat till that stupid indian guy come and disturb.(why must he forever disturb!cnt he jus stay put to one station! Diao..)

Soon the indian guy just come over and ask me whether i want to stay at figure 8 to practice or not, then i jsut say no, cause who know later he go with me then stay there, i will die! Can't stand him for even 5 seconds!

Cai accompany me to the slope then to figure 8 then crank course then the right turn where instructor tan is, my right turn is getting worst! (haix) Bad mood really will affect my riding and my concentration! Thank god still got that irritating instructor if not more worst!

Moving on to the narrow plank area, i kinda like over shot the queue as i thought those people are waiting for their assessment.

Then Cai was like saying, "even though we quite close already you also don't like that cut queue ma", so sorry but then i really thought they waiting for assessment.

While waiting in line that cai is talking crap again to ask me out for dinner after my tuition at sunshine place,too use to him talking crap, the whole session he ask the same question, but then i know he is talking cock so never bother him.

He went to ride one round then come back bitch me, he ask me whether did i scold him behind his back, cause when he just ride out only the car in front jam brake! (serve him right!) Wonder why he never bang into it.(lol..im evil..).

After the lesson i just sit there and pack my stuff and rush off! Was walking behind cai, then went he turn back and did not seem me! I use my bag to hit his leg and for that, he say bye. Got improvement!

(lol) That all for the drama.

Back at home in the night, cai came online and disturb again, i am so freaking envy of him, he own my dream room! With LCD tv, PS3, fully carpet, queen size bed! Soon he is getting a new desktop!

He show me the picture of the desktop he is aiming for! very shiny! If i could just earn for the sake of me ,myself and I.Even though the basic pay of BBDC instructor is about 1.8k like that according to the web, but then at the rate he is working, he earn much more than that, shall not disclose the amount he earn.

Nevertheless really admire the way he earn hard enjoy hard!

SP..MSN

2008-05-10T11:10:00.000-07:00

As usual SP is like another subject i can go in bbdc when i just want to waste my time. Plus it cost like less than 1o bucks, but then that not the point. I just want to waste time only.

Starting off with the slope then go to other course while waiting at the junction LZZ came to talk to me and ask about my hair thingy, then he say no wonder i pass me 5.02, is he is trying to say that i use the new look to make the instructor pass me? Then he will be slapping his own face, cause he was the one that passed my 5.02! (lol)

During the second round i can see int cai teaching his student, while i stuck at the junction he move up and down the slope, so by the time i am actually on the slope, he is walking far far away to the traffic light junction, but then that not the point, the point is that the very cute int lim was like making fun saying why am i so slow to get on the slope, cai already walk away then i come. I was like what the hell, he walk away only what has it got to do with me?(diao)

Anyway i move on to my figure 8 course and practice follow by the rest of the course, so by the time i at E brake, cai is directly opposite me shouting "ehh i am on the slope hor..come find me"(diao) How many time he want to remind me that he is on the slope, i going on circuit test route sure will pass by there.

As usual he will just stop me at the slope and chat with me, we were happily talking about the tuition place then that irritating LZZ was like screaming from the down slope asking the bike behind me to overtake.

Since he say that then i got to move down and not block the traffic, then at the down slope the LZZ was like asking me to turn back to junction 29 to finish the conversation, which is like so not happening.

I just move on to my figure 8 course instead of going back, cause i do not want to get tease by the rest of the instructorS.

Then when i was at the traffic light waiting, LZZ ride beside me to bitch me as he was taking assessment and i am blocking his student(lol..oops..blah blah blah). He ask me not to be so naughty.(so funny..shall consider..not my faut lo)

Anyway back to my course then i go back to slope again, this time i chat for a while again then move on as int lim was like making fun of me this time. Cai also say that he will be at the traffic light area asked me to look for him there.

Go on with all the course. When i stop at the traffic light cai was talking to his partner, so i just go on waiting like normal till he saw me, he actually walk over and start bitching me. He say why i never call for him when i am there, he almost never see me. Then the bitching go on and on and i stuck at the traffic light for a longer time. The only reason i move on to S course is that i am actually blocking the traffic.(i am just being nice..that i don't interupt lo)

Then after my crank course there was this instructor that came over and tell me about my braking as i don't know why i am always using two finger, then when cai saw him grabbing my hand he was like shouting he also want.(faint..so drama la)

At that junction, both instructor lim and chua was there, then int chua was like saying i am so hard working and stuff, then int lim cut in and say about the attitude thing.

Never really listen to them cause it really very embarrassing to go every junction there is at least one instructor there to make fun of you.

Moving on to the test route again, got stop by instructor cai at the crank course traffic light to chat for quite a long time, he at least make me miss 3 traffic light, then when he want to go off the traffic light turn red again then he stay and chat more. Irritating! The most funny thing is still that he say he very long never see me, it about one year plus since he last saw me. Then i think back it's like super weird, cause he has been seeing me everyday except for the day before, so technically, he only have not see me for one day!

Then he go one saying one day is like one year plus to him, then go on crapping and say when i never go lesson, no one talk to him. Which is like super weird cause there is like so many trainee at bbdc. Then he go on saying, those different, we so close already those trainee not close. That is the time i use back the same sentence from him and int lim at him. "all trainee and instructor start from stranger ma" Then he was like say, it different. Like you and i so close already, where got instructor so good still can msn you.(diao la..nth to say) Then i hurry move on as int lim is whistling at us from the junction.

When i was there, i was seriously blushing! Was so freaking embarrassed! Every single place in the circuit i go, instructor are making fun of me.EVERY SINGLE ONE!

Plus when i actually talk to cai, then they all will stare at us then after that come and tease me.

Yesterday is one of the most enjoyable SP i had, cause there are so many int there to entertain me, and all the little chatting session with cai. Good life! That is also one of the reason why when ever i am sad or pissed, i like to go bike, cause all the int very nice.

Anyway after the lesson i walk back to the bike room, as i was outside returning my number tag, cai was sitting right in front of me in the bike room, he was like pointing at the seats bwside him don't know for what

After i get my bag and stuff, i just sit beside him at the opposite direction and pack my things slowly while he bitch his trainee.

To my surprise out of so many trainee, he only passed one of them, which seem to like very different from the one i used to know when i attend his 2.02 as that time he passed like all of them.

Anyway after his bitching session he turn back and ask me why i am still there, which is quite a stupid question as i am packing my stuff (cnt he see??).

Then he move on insisting that i went to reborn my hair, which i so did not, then we stay there arguing for like a few minute then i move off, as usual i was walking to towards the lobby direction then he asked me whether i am taking the shuttle bus or what, then i say no, i am going home. Then he ask me go by another way which is like the super short cut and super fast!(lol)

When i reach home, i slowly go to bathe and stuff then on my computer do RJ, when i was online, cai came to say ? and he call me a bai chan ji(irritating) cause my shoulder is very fair, as he saw me with my tank top as he ride pass me just now. Shouting (wahh..so sexy ahh..) like there was so many people at the bus stop, can't imagine he just said it out loud.(faint)

Then we move on withe the policeman phone calls n sms. Cai disturb again say he also want to call and sms me to disturb, which like i am so confident that he won't. Don't know why i know but then i just know.

Anyway i move on asking him about the tuition place, asked him to draw me a map he don't want, so freaking irritating! If i get lost again, i will go back BBDC to bite him!

Anyway he went off to bed quite early yesterday. Then maybeline, janice, valery and me was like chatting till 4 am in the morning. Was quite funny cause that the first time maybeline atually stayed up so late! Then it also the first time i chat with valery online and we were talking about what's going on in our class and i realise how much i have missing out. As most of the breakout time i will be out to lunch with W15D people.

My eyes are closing but then i still call tub and chat with him till he got to do setting then i go to bed. So tired!

My first road pract..

2008-05-10T10:55:00.000-07:00

Went for my first road subject yesterday, was super duper scared and anxious. Finally after so long i am actually going out to main road for my practical.

For the whole day i kept wondering how will it be like. That thought kept me occupied for the whole day.

At the same time i was stress and pissed as well. Stress as in i am in a very demanding group as the aim for us is to get As in that group, so everyone is working extra hard for it.

This is also the first time i get to work with valery, not only that! It's also the first time i get to go to lunch with whole bunch of my classmates! There are like around 10 of them!

Anyway back to BBDC, i was in session 7 so when i finish school, i chill in w2 for a while with my janice and maybeline till around 0645 then slowly walk out of the school and crawl to MRT station.

Was still quite early when i reach BBDC, so i slowly pack my stuff and throw them into the locker and slowly stroll to toilet and back to the bike room again.

The whole place was so crowed when i go back to the bike room and i just hide at at one corner waiting for my instructor to call out for 6.01.

Saw all the instructor there yesterday! Everyone was so funny and instructor cheong was quite shocked to see me with my new haircut. Then saw that instructor cai, NOT SMILING again.

Anyway don't think he saw me also. Then i go on to my lesson as mine was the first batch to be called. After we took the rain coat and tie it on the bike, we were asked to gather at the simulator room for briefing.

Then when i look out of the door, that instructor cai walk pass, wasn't smiling then when he like saw me his smile suddenly come out. That is maybe the sweetest smile i ever see from him. Very nice, got improvement.

After the briefing we go out to get our bike and ready to move off! Instructor cai was teaching 1.01 so he was in the small circuit as well, when he see me walking out, he walk towards me to disturb, then there was this bee theory coming out of no where by that int chua which make me super blur.

Anyway the road subject was fun as in i get to really experience how the traffic outside is really like.

At first i thought it would be quite hard to get to 70 km/h as in circuit and road is so different, when i on throttle only the speed go up to 70 plus km/hr. I can feel that my bike is wobbling due to the wind as BBDC bike is quite light.

The most scary thing is that the van almost him me when i was doing a right turn. When i want to turn i saw the van at the zebra crossing which is some distance away, but then when i was half way thru the van pick up speed and was like super near as i can see his head light shining right into my eye!(pheww..scary)

I keep praying for the lesson to end quickly as it was getting really bored! When i head back to BBDC, i saw all the instructor there which include int lim and cai as well, he was like asking me where am i going, then when i tell him i still got SP, he was like saying i am crazy, as i go too many lesson, but then i think back, seem like he is the more crazy one cause he has been working from S1 to S8 from Monday to Friday if i am not wrong!

Anyway cai was telling me that he is teaching 2.01 so he will be at the slope, and he asked me to go look for him.

scissor paper stone..lol..

2008-05-08T06:10:00.000-07:00

Today lesson was very mind blocking and one of the reason was just that we have a super confusing problem statement.

Anyway we were discussing who shall go for the presentation first, our group and another group was the last two team to choose. At first our group was suppose to go last but then some one suggest that we should have scissor paper stone competition to decide who shall go fourth and last.

At first i thought they were just joking but then our group really go against the other, in the end our group won and then qayyum didn't even realise that.

He was bitching Daniel about why he agree on the challenge, but then it was because i have to rush for tuition after school.

Really very nice of my classmate, love them so much! They just rock!

Adorable and Crappy instructor..

2008-05-06T23:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to aunt kas house to dye and cut my hair and the outcome was like a total oh my god!

I look so totally different! After school i rush to qun wen place to give him a half an hour session, then after that i took cab to aunt kas place for my hair appointment.

It took about two and half hour to fix the hair before i rush to BBDC for my RC session, the reason why i go for bike is just i want to spend time and try to make my day full of schedule and that i won't think so much.

Anyway i was super late, by the time i reach BBDC is about 0830 when initially my lesson was 0805!

That cai was teaching 1.02 again(yuck!)Bored!

I ride two round around the circuit before spotting that instructor chua, which is that fellow that fail my E brake the other time, got nothing against him but then he just look very attitude just like the cai i used to know.

Anyway i was riding to the right turn junction and there was a long queue, so i just settle down and start talking to the very adorable instructor lim.

He was asking me why i am always at BBDC as if it my second home, which is quite true cause BBDC was the only place i can waste all my time in.

The most funny thing is that i so call actually live on the 4th floor of BBDC, which is kinda super funny when instructor lim said that. BBDC only got 3 storey, suddenly i live on the fourth! Next time invite must him to the fourth floor which is "my home" to drink coffee!(lol)

The instructor chua was directly opposite of the junction calling for RC to go sector 2, at that point of time i was looking at his direction, saw that 6251 smile so i smile also.

Then that instructor lim was like staring at me, asking why i smile so happily when i saw instructor chua, which is like so not! I don't even freaking know him and i am so not smiling at him!

He move on saying all the friend start from stranger like me and him(blah blah blah..Crap), then i just say i don't even know the fellow why would i smile at him.

Then he move on asking me which one is more handsome out of the cai and the instructor chua, so after thinking for a while i decide my final answer as they are both okay only(lol).

The next second instructor lim was like shouting across the road telling them that i say they don't look handsome!

So freaking irritating, thank god they cannot hear what he say, as the instructor chua move on to sector two, the instructor lim continue ask me to choose between one of them, then i was like oh my god, why must i choose?

Then he keep asking why i don't like the instructor chua, then i tell him cause he never smile, but then he point back at cai again saying, this fellow also never smile what. Seriously cai never smile when he is teaching lesson, just like the him teaching me 2.02 like decades ago, super attitude and irritating.

When instructor lim see no different between the both of them and clearly see that i am bias against one, cause i know cai and don't know the instructor chua.

Before instructor lim get to say anything i just ride off to my sector two. My narrow plank yesterday was quite horrible, i think i drop off the plank like two times!

No point dwelling over it then i just move on to my E brake, i really wonder whether the instructor station there is a new instructor or I've never seen him before, but then he just irritate me.

I was doing my E brake like how i always do, i did not smile, so what? I don't even know him, why must i smile at him when i was at E brake, crazy ass.

He came forward to ask me why i did not smile and i scare him, which totally does not make sense to me at all. I only smile to certain instructor, like it or not i am attitude, plus smiling to a total stranger was just so weird.

After that i move on to going back to sector two, on the way back i was stop again by instructor cai. I thought i did something wrong cause in front there was this truck and i got to slow down as i am not sure whether i can by pass it.

The first thing he say was "eh you tired or not?" again he stop me for fun cause he want to chat with me(faint). Nevertheless at least like that i can rest for a while and chill.

Was so freaking bored cause the time that i go instructor cai is in the smaller circuit again, then he say also don't know why the session i come he inside while the whole morning is was outside all the way. So not my day, but then it still nice of him to stop me and chat. he really need to stop asking me to take out my jacket, every time i go lesson he will tell me BBDC change the rule already, biker NO NEED to wear long sleeve(ya rite).

Anyway i saw LZZ doing his assessment at E brake, he was like staring and staring at me like i am some kind of weirdo cause he is evaluating me from different angle, then i thought he was about to correct my mistake then he just ask"eh you go do your hair ah?" (faint!). He was doing assessment he still can ask me this type of question(and YES! i dye my hair).

Soon after the lesson end and we got to go back to the station. Instructor Cai was there finishing his lesson, as i stop my bike, he came over and chat with me then he say those kinda dirty job let the guys do, then he move on helping me pushing back and parking my bike(so freaking nice). While he do that i can return all my helmet and stuff.

As i thought i could go off, the instructor chua want to evaluate us, so i just go to him and listen to what he got to say, he say i need more practice.

I also asked him about the speed requirement for E brake, then just right after he finish talking, instructor cai came over and disturb again, instructor chua just say" i done le la go chat go chat". So weird. Say bye to cai after he bitch me about not saying thank you to him for helping me just now(lol), then when i go to the locker to get my thing then i realise the key not in my pocket! Which then i realise that i was so rush just now that after i put in the coin, i did not remove the key! Thanks god my lappy still inside.

After that i went to the counter to update my PDL but then it already close!

Sadly walk to bus stop and rush home to do my RJ before going out for supper. I on my lappy all the way, so by the time i reach home there were like many many chat log, there was maybeline, janice, this don't know who fellow and cai!

I thought cai went offline as it was uper late when i reach home, but then non of them went offline.

Anyway just went on chatting with him and crapping till i was really tired! He just seem to be my interarctive infomation counter(nice ah). Just went off after saying bye to him and janice and drop dead on the bed.

This morning wake up around 7 to change and rush down to BBDC, waited for bus 187 for damn long till when i reach BBDC is already about 8.

When to take BBDC bus and i was actually being held in the bus! The driver did not alight me, when i thought he is going to make a U turn before alighting me, he actually stop there and went missing in action, i was in there for about 15 minutes! When i am so going to be late for school already! In the end he went to talk to some private car instructor! So freaking angry! Should i or should i not complain about him?

Shall give a deep thought about it.

Finally passed my 5.02..

2008-05-05T20:59:00.000-07:00

After 3 attempt, i pass my 5.02 witha very lousy result of 12 points, the last 4 points was a bit waste cause i forget to cancel my signal and when i remember is already too late.

Anyway i am still gld that i passed my 5.02, which i mean now i can go on road, just applied my PDL yesterday but have yet to update to bbdc, so till now still can't book stage 6. I need to go bbdc for RC as well later so can do that.

After trying one session of SP, i never want to go again, it like so boring and so lonely with no instructor guiding you all the way like you are always alone.

Life been very busy that i am so freaking tired of living, ending the whole process have constantly appearing in my mind, thanks to some freak that bring it up.

Tonight will be another busy day again, after school got to drop by qun wen house for a while then to aunt kas house and then rush to BBDC for RC and at the same time update my PDL.

RC yesterday..

2008-05-04T01:33:00.000-07:00

Woke up super early in the morning to go for tuition at ryan's. Didn't have enough sleep so was really reluctant.

Instructor cheong welcome me with a super big smile which kinda brighten me up a bit as ryan drive me nuts!

Got to Know that my instructor for RC was that 6251, was wondering whether was it my lucky day or super bad luck day. but that not the main point so i shall skip it.

My RC session is at session 3, which is at noon, the weather was so freaking hot at that period of time.

Thanks to 6251, all the RC get to take a break and drink some water before continue the practice as not everyone is so lucky like the instructor can find a shady place and continue guiding the trainee.

RC yesterday was really fun! And ermmm...stop stepping my shoe hor...

3rd time 5.02..

2008-05-02T09:31:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow will be my third attempt of 5.02, i am still very scared of figure 8 course, hopefully the instructor that take my RC and my 5.02 is the one that taught me narrow plank that time, he is very patient and will point out all the mistake, not sure will i be able to pass or not, but hopefully even if i don't pass, i will at least have some improvement.

Nobody notice it..

2008-04-30T08:11:00.000-07:00

I been in school the whole of yesterday and nobody notice that i forget to wear my bra!(pheww!)

Yesterday was also the first time after lesson that i won' rush off and my classmate are making fun of me because of that, it like they say i am not the first one to go today, but then i became the last.(lol)

When to meet da jie jie and xiao mei mei for early dinner before tuby send them to MRT station.

As usual he pissed me again! I was so freaking mad and it totally spoiled my day.

When online chatted with janice they all, at the same time Bensen also came over to ask about my lingerie thing, and also cai was online and was talking to me, so that period time my window is full of chat log sounding after another.

I was super tired, so i went to bed soon after cai as well. He was in a bad mood like me as well, so he is like super attitude!

Nevertheless just forget it.

Hilarious police man..

2008-04-30T08:08:00.000-07:00

As you people know that i just lost my IC about one week ago. Last saturday i wanted to make a trip to ICA to make a new one, but then later my mum changed her mind as she say that some one might send it back to me, so it better to wait for another week.

Then sunday after my lesson at bbdc and was home chatting with cai, i recieve a phone call follow by a sms regarding this police man who has my IC with him, he actually got the police report number and stuff so i have no doubt about him.

The thing about him is that he is chatting with me happily and the point of time when he called me, he is actually off duty.

Just now i sms him regarding the IC thing as he did not call me regarding when is he meeting me to pass me back my IC.

He call me back a while later when i am in class, then we chat again like friend chat for about 40 minutes which is like a bit weird, first he is just another police officer that pick up my IC, normally they will report that to the lost and found department, but then this guy is willing to drive all the way from bedok to bukit panjang just to pass to me.

I chatted with him for more than half an hour about everything he can think off and even mas selamat!(omg)

Neverthelss he seem funny, another guy that entertain me when i am like so damn bored in school during breakout

Should be meeting him tomorrow night, but then see how it goes, already get him to give me a call, so all i have to do is just to wait.

Got fired..

2008-04-28T18:23:00.000-07:00

From today onwards i will not be teaching wei xian anymore, even though i get two more rest days, and i will be able to spend more time on bike, but then my earning is cut down by 240.

This mean that next month onwards i will have to cut down on my meals eat day, in order to pay for my school fees, food and transportation, i might even need to get a part time jobs.

Anyway yesterday was weird, so i shall skip that. Reach home around 11 and rush my RJ, by the time i really sit down and chat with my friends, my eye are closing already, cai came to ask about the fired thingy, but then after that he went missing in action.

I just say bye to him and my friends before dropping dead on my bed and sleep.

Wake up around 0745 today with upset stomach, so in the end i missed two bus and ending up going to school alone as janice and maybeline gone to school first, but then thank god i am not late!

Later i am going to chill with my both darlings and maybe my sister as well. This is the first time since school start that i don't have to rush like crazy after school.

do know how to talk about it..

2008-04-28T09:19:00.000-07:00

Seem like another day in bbdc, the place i dread most. Looking forward to see him, but at the same time I feel weird as well.

Tubby invited me to join his army friends gathering at blooie’s this thurday, I wonder since when he would invite me, most of the time was just giving me some stupid lies and he himself go ahead, is this what all guys are, when they lost something then they will start to treasure?

Anyway the atmosphere here is weird and making me breathless, I don’t know how to face him when I f I get to see him, it seem that I am making myself so miserable by agreeing to meet at BBDC.

There are sweet memories here, but then there are still a lot of things that I do not wish to remember as well.

Sitting at the same place where I I always see him, he seem to be out of sight. I have the anticipation to see him, but then what will he think?

Will I fall for him again, or I would just go on and pretend none of these ever happen to us. It seem so near yet so far, it break my heart into a million pieces, nobody know exactly what was going on, and neither do i.

My hope are shattered, he won’t be here when I need him, I might just as well be a entertaining object to him only.

Was kind of emotional when I enter the class today, trying my best to put everything that happen yesterday behind, all the things he said, all the things he do, only this way it will not affect me.

My team mate was shocked when I wake up from my dreams, I just shouted let’s start with all the energy I had left and put on a good show.

Deep inside the dark corner, it still hurt a lot, lost and missing the way to my happiness and drowned with sorrow.

This should be the most emotional blog that you guys can ever find in the history of my blog, this is not the real me, I am always happy go lucky and well maybe not, I blame myself for all the thing I can’t do well.

As for bike, I don’t dare to even go for lesson anymore, maybe I am afraid of bumping into him, seem that run away is the only thing I can do now.

How long will I be able to run, I am not sure, but then I still got to face the fact one day that it over and its impossible between us.

Second time 5.02..

2008-04-27T08:40:00.000-07:00

Cut the crap and go straight to the main point i guess, this time as usual i went there to fail, i have two immediate failure which is my S course and my Crank course.

I fell down there and at that moment i was so freak out that i actually feel like ending the whole thing there. Nevertheless i still go on as my main purpose was to find out how much I've improve and if i quit due to some set back, then i will never know my mistake.

As usual i still fail like what cai and i had expected but just like he said, at least i know whether i got improve or not.

Anyway i got 20 points today which is kinda a huge jump from the previous 52 points, instructor cheong was shocked about the 52 points, but he said at least got some improvement and LZZ said the same thing as well.

I am still going to try my 5.02 when i feel that i am really to go back to BBDC, hopefully i will do much better and i will not fall down again, I know from the start the i can't handle the bike i had, maybe i am more stupid than other people, i will only blame myself and not the bike even though when i ride it, i feel like it falling apart.

shopping trip

2008-04-27T08:34:00.000-07:00

After RC yesterday i went home to change and stuff as janice over slept, then my mum ask me to do chores for her, which i have no choice but to postpone my date with janice to 0330(sorrybabe).

We immediately when to buy ticket for our movie AWAKE! Then we went on to hunting for food to bring into the cinema.

The movie was super nice, and at the same time it kinda sad as well, it so nice to have janice to watch movies like this with me.

After the show end about 7 plus, we decided that we want to go down far east plaza to find maybeline as we still don't have the chance to go out shopping with her.

Before meeting her i wanted to bring janice to waraku to let her try the pasta, but then she said she was quite full so in the end we just got a gelato from amalfi, which is my all times favourite.

I bring her around clarke quay and even took her on the river taxi, hope she like the boat ride!

We got down the boat at boat quay and walk towards the bus stop. Took 190 to orchard, by the time we reached maybeline already knocked off then we just go for our little late night shopping before walking to lucky plaza to buy our bubble tea.

After that we just sit by the bench at outside take and chit chat on anything under the moon light. As we go on to shopping, maybeline realise that her eye liner is making her eyes looking like a panda and neither me or janice told her that.

The funny thing is that janice thought it was her dark eye ring panda eye!(Lol)Janice i know you can't blog it, so i am helping you.

There are funny parts during our hang out that i actually call out maybeline when i was looking and talking to janice, oh my god, our names are so not similar, but then i still make the mistake which is kinda super funny!

My legs are seriously hurting me as i wore a new shoes out and it make me have blister! Never ever wear new shoe for shopping!

Maybeline were so noble and nice to exchange her shoe with me, oh my god i love her. Legs aches must lesser after i wore her slipper(thanks babe).

After i bought my subway for mum, we head home with the 3 of us going all direction, my bus was super crowed but then i still manage to get a seats, despite that when i get down the bus, my feet still hurt till like it going to drop off, i limp back home and jump right on to my bed.

Chatted with the both of them before going to bed and as usual our xiao mei mei stayed up late, the eldest one goes to bed first, then follow by me. As for xiao mei mei i not sure what time she online, but then even now when i am typing my blog, she have not online yet, wonder where did she go?

To the some one..

2008-04-27T03:33:00.000-07:00

I can't figure you out..

RC Today........

2008-04-26T11:09:00.000-07:00

Compare to yesterday, today RC seem to be a lot more better and the reason behind it was just int cai was there, today he wasn't so irritating, but then the other int which he call shortie is getting more and more sarcastic(lol).

For the first round i missed the narrow plank as i am too use to all the other int teaching method where they will go section by section first before combining everything.

The sun today is seriously burring me like a piece of toast and was stopped a few times by int cai chatting session, anyway he is blocking the sun for me so it doesn't matter.

When the lesson end, that another int seem to be so freaking naggy like a old man like that, when i almost fall asleep in the simulator room.(omg)

I think he took about 10 minutes talking away, when he ask int cai to give comment, he just reply that he got nothing to say and then ask him to end the class already cause their next lesson is going to start.

Int cai very attitude, next time i am not going to say bye to him.(irritating) Well as he said, it impossible for him not to irritate me.

Anyway i am taking my 5.02 tomorrow which i know i will sure fail, but then int cai want me to try out and see whether there is improvement, well wondering how many times i need to go for 5.02 before i can pass.

I am still very nervous, but hopefully i will do a bit better tomorrow. Oh my god.

Anyway when i say i want to book 5.02, int cai heard that i want to book him for a day, he became so excited asking me want to book him go where, i almost fainted there as i said 5.02 and not him, nevertheless maybe i should really book him some day, when i have nothing better to do.(lol)

Not well....

2008-04-25T04:44:00.000-07:00

I just come back from BBDC, stop my lesson half way and came home cause i was super dizzy when i was riding, i almost fell down even when i am stationary.

Well rest for a while, shall blog again tonight,

Had a great night with him..

2008-04-24T18:45:00.000-07:00

Before you people start thinking who is that him and whether i go on a date with some super hot hunk or something, the answer is no! I went to dinner with my super bestie last night ajeet after my tuition as his place was just beside the block where i teaches tuition.

I meet him about 1945 after i finish my tuition then we took a bus to LOT 1 for dinner. It has been a super long time since the both of us hang out and seem that he have some sad story to tell me regarding the girl that he love.

She is 15 this year, currently in secondary one, they seem to get to know each other some how, then they fall hopelessly in love with each other, but then as typical parent her mother disagree of her going out with my bestie and the worst thing is that she in actually studying in Singapore using student pass and it going to expire next week, so if the custom doesn't approve her student pass, she will actually be leaving Singapore back to USA where her citizenship is.

If her student pass is approved, then she gets to stay, but then if ajeet want to go out with her, he will have to wait two years. Which is like super sad as well.

Then i move on telling him my life and how sad I've been or perhaps how bad luck I've been these few days, then i also tell him all the sad things that happen in BBDC.

Well not all the things that happen at BBDC are sad, there are of course fun things as well, like instructor cheong class or instructor lim class, those are all the times that i enjoy a lot during bike lesson.

We had our dinner at pasta mania which as usual i empty the bottle of cheese, after dinner we just sit outside lot 1 to chill till about 1030 before i head home.

It was damn fun hangin out with ajeet after so long, and i discover something about ajeet that shock me like crazy, he told me that he actually watch pornography, which hit me like a big tsunami like some one did, i am totally shocked as ajeet don't seem to me like one of those guys that will watch something like that, at least for the pass 4 years that i've known him, he always seem to be the good boy plus scholar type of person. Officially shocked!

Enjoy my night! Thanks ajeet.............this blog is specially written for you.

To the fake zfcai...........

2008-04-23T22:18:00.000-07:00

This post is specially type for my bike instructor zfcai. Well i have a lot of complain, but then since that he was so sweet to say good night last night, i shall cut down on that. (lol)

Even though he irritate me almost all the time, then he is still nice but too bad that's the fake him. Sad case

P.s : For goodness sake, please don't forget to smile whenever you see me if not i will bite you, spank you and cane you like how i cane my tuition kid.

That all for now................................

Sex Moan????????????

2008-04-23T10:03:00.000-07:00

It was about the end of the day when i keep receiving phone calls for a private number. At first i thought i was just prank call or something as there isn't anyone talking.

I hung up the phone and continue my conversation online with my friends, then about 15 seconds later i receive the same call again with no one talking.

I listen for a while and heard noises in the back ground, but then i still ignore and hung up.

Then the about 10 seconds later the number is calling again, then this time i listen to the sound from the call then it seem like a women moaning in the back ground.

I hurry hung up the phone, but then another 10 second later the same call coming , this time i pick up i just listen carefully and it's really a women moaning, then i hung up.

It call again like in another 5 second, this time i on loud speaker to let qayyum they all to listen see if i got the wrong idea or what, but then i was right.

Qayyum make me off the loud speaker as the faci was very near to us. Then after another 5 second the fellow call again, this time qayyum pick up and then listen to it then he just say it out loud to the phone. "EWWWW YOU DISGUST ME!!!!!!"

Which is like super funny!

After that when i go for my tuition i tell mummy about it and she asked me to report to police again, wonder why this few days must go in and out the police station to report all these stupid things that some stupid people do!

I went down to the police station after having dinner then it took about 1 hour to do everything, the officer was shock that i did not have a police report from yesterday, and he actually called and check, police from hong kah north are really shit eater! It always better to go back to the place near to my house!

The lift at my block had been stop for upgrading so now on i got to use the side lift and walk thru the block, which i am so afraid of as it always very dark there, Oh my god!

Time for bed!

First bike lesson of the week

2008-04-23T10:00:00.001-07:00

My dear janice wake me up at 7 am in the morning as i got my first bike lesson of the week at 8 am.(thanks babe)
I wash up and get change then slowly crawl to BBDC. When i reach there i just keep everything in the locker then just slowly put on everything and sit there till the instructor call for me.
As usual that czf claim to take RC again when he is teaching 4.02, but then the sad thing is that he doesn't have any student so the whole lesson he would just be inside the office doing nothing.(gd life huh)
Today it was instructor lim that take RC and he was like super nice! He is one out of so many instructor that would actually tell us the problem we had one by one and help us correct it.
As usual i am famous for crashing at S course so the instructor saw me the first thing he said to me was to be careful for my s course.
At first i was still quite scared about it, but then i don't know why after i change to using normal bike instead of low cut, i did better at s course and guess what, I NEVER FALL DOWN!
The lesson go on and on and i get better and better at s course except the wide turning part, all the instructor at different station are all very nice as they help me correct my mistake!
The next RC i am going to focus more on my checking as it's really bad then hopefully one more round of RC i will have confident for my 5.02.
CZF is so attitude today, never even say bye, just give me the super bird look and it so freaking funny, cause it like half attitude face then half smiling face.
So complicated!

Bad things just keep happening..

2008-04-22T23:47:00.001-07:00

When something bad start to happen, it never end. These two days all the bad things seem to be wanting to be my friends, they just come one after another.

Firstly was this loser guy that make super nasty comment to me just because i say i am NOT INTERESTED in makeing friend with him.

Then after that people call and sms me in the middle of the night claim to want to make friends again, and these people got my email and number on some stupid classified which some one posted my photo, number, email and apparently my whole profile.

I got super mad about that and i report everything to police hoping that those shit eater will be able to find out with the hell do it, but then those people are just there to waste taxs payer money.

Just as i thought nothing more bad things will happen, i realise my IC lost! Give me a break please, why must all these things happen all at one go, i just went to police station yesterday then today i got to make a trip down again. So freaking sad!

Then when i reach home i still have to counter all the bitching from mum and dad, saying that i always complain about my tuition and stuff, when they don't understand it so freaking tired to travel around.

I have to rush to tuition after every lesson while other people can chill and hang out after lesson, which make me a super no life freak.

Nevertheless if my day end with bike lesson, everything might just be better as there are always "people" in BBDC that will be able to make me smile or there are "people" that will "IRRITATE" me as well.(LOLZ)

I going to get you who ever you are!

2008-04-21T19:37:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i really wonder why are there so much loser out there, those who got rejected and seek revenge the best way but then wrong place, which give me a chance to call them stupid!

Anyway about 3 am in the morning i still receive phone calls and sms from guys that want to make friend with me which i am so not interested.
I wonder how many guy i scold last night!

As i sleep quite early so i was like waken up by those bloody fool in the middle of the night.

Then after i saw the ads thanks to a guy that send me the link, i call 999 and report the prank. Sometimes i wonder whether 999 have the prompt of pressing one for this and two for that, but then it not, the officer took 1 second to pick up the call which is like super efficient!

She told me to go down to the police station to make a report there as well.
So who ever it is, i am coming to get you! Or maybe the police is coming to get you.

Too bad, i am not that kind of person you can mess with......Put so big on my blog stating i am EVIL do not mess with me and yet you stilll try.(stupid)

Since you try to play punk with me, then wait for your turn, there is always a consequences!

Starting of another busy week

2008-04-21T08:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was kinda very chill for me as once i reach home from the tuition from cck, i online for a while then i just drop dead on my bed and sleep.

When i wake up i just online then i start chatting with maybeline and then that czf suddenly msn me, and as usual he kinda just love to irritate me, but then it still sweet of him to drop by.

When out for dinner then I reach home aroundt 10 plus on my lappy to online again hoping to see janice, but i wait and wait she never online.

In the end i just lie on my bed and fall asleep. Wake up around 0745 and then slowly get dress for school.

Today is another long day of mine as i still got to go for tuition after lesson. Thinking i will be quite free after tuition, i decided to make a trip to grams place for dinner, and thank god i went as house cook food is still the best!

Stay there till 10 plus then i took a cab home as i was too TIRED to even take the bus to the interchange then change another bus again.

If i really do that, i wouldn't be home blogging now. Still waiting for janice, wonder she can connect to her Internet or not.

Shall see........

First post

2008-04-20T22:37:00.000-07:00

This post shall be the first post of my this new blog, although the link is the same as the old one, but then the content is different, i will still be keeping the other blog as i spend alot of effort on it, just that i will make that for invited reader's only as there are certain things that i've mention over there which i do not want some people to see.

Never the less the post from both side shall be more or less similar in some way, people who are more close to me will go to my old one with the new URL, people who just want to know what going on in my life, it doesn't matter whether is it this blog or the old one they go.

Anyway the tag board for this blog and the other blog will be the same, so that i can just see one tag board for both blog.

Post coming up will be base alot of my school, tuition and BIKE! I will try to make my no life days more interesting in blogging it to let all my friends out there that i have no time to entertain know what's going on in my life recently.

Apologise to all that i have no time to go out with or entertain as i am really very busy lately but i will try to make time some how.

Till then..chao..

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